So today was interesting. Something slightly different than what happens on a normal day. My dad came. I don't want to talk about it but I thought I should journal it to remember.

I painted my nails today. Well one hand, I'll do the other tomorrow. I'm going to a show tomorrow too. The Doppler Effect, The Sequence, The Rad, and two bands from town, Demise of Hollywood and Aerospace. The in town bands I'm not too thrilled about. I've seen them before and they're not my type of music but the first three bands I'm super excited about. I'm listening to The Doppler Effect now. I hope I get to meet them all and that they're cool like when I met Honor Bright. I'm sure they are. All these semi-small bands are cool. I love them. Especially when you can talk to them on sites like myspace and twitter. That doesn't happen with famous bands.

I think tomorrow I'll play my alto and tenor. I was going to do that today but my plans were altered a bit.

So yeah.

The part I remember started at me going to a golf place, but it was really a baseball place where one would stand and someone would pitch them the ball. Then halfway through, the pitcher leaves his spot and the tent falls on me. The pitcher goes to talk to some people and I ask him what's up; if I can leave. He says no just stay there. So I sat there under the blue tarp and text messaged people. It was really hot under there so maybe almost a half an hour later, I decided to leave. Also because some other family came to my tent. So I went to pay and the lady wrote a check and gave it to me with some greeting like cards. I was slightly confused but I just decided to leave. So I went to leave and she was like, oh no, the other way. I felt really disoriented. So I went to the door and went to grab my saxophone but it wasn't there. There were other instrument cases and one of them was Michael Mayles. I think I gave up and just left. Either that or the scene changed.

I remember being on this adventure like thing. I don't know where we started but we were on the top of a snowy mountain. We did something on it then Dumbledore created a rope so we could slide down from it. He said some clever line about how the rope goes into the water so what will you do? I thought about accio'ing brooms. Then like half a dozen brooms flew over under the rope. We slide down and get on the brooms. Some of us were riding single but I think Harry was riding with Hermione even though I thought he should ride with Ginny. I don't know if I rode by myself or with someone else. So we rode fast and swerved around the mountain. Now we're climbing a hill and I fear that I would slip. Hermione Wingardium Leviosa's Ginny because she can't pull herself up. I think Harry helps me too. So we're sitting on this hill or mountain top and it's covered in snow. We're just sitting there watching the sky. It's Dumbledore, Harry, Ginny, Hermione, Me, Draco, and Pansy. I don't know if Ron was there. Roberto might have been there too I think but I don't remember. So all these beautiful huge bright stars are shooting by us and we were going to be able to see the dark side of the moon. Half the group is excited about it because they haven't seen it before but I, Draco, and Harry; I don't know if there was anyone else, had already seen it with Dumbledore on his last adventure so we were talking about how cool it was and stuff. Dumbledore just smiled as we spoke. We watched the stars some more and then we see this huge bird like thing! It looked like a pterodactyl dinosaur. It let out this call and we were like it's flying towards us. I got frightened that it would pick me up so I rolled onto my stomach and hid under my red blanket which didn't help much because I couldn't see where the bird was and I started thinking that red might attract it.

Then the scene changed and we were sitting on some stools in front of a soda fountain in a cafeteria. We were in the muggle word but the wizards seemed fine by it. So everyone left to get food and stuff. I got a red icee but it was melted. Then I mixed it with a hint of some other light pink frosted drink. I wasn't that hungry so I walked around the food then went back to the stools. Harry, Ginny, and Hermione weren't there but Draco, Pansy, and Roberto were. We were mulling over how amazing last night was. Some random muggle girl walked up with aweful hair. She just stood there. A teacher lady walked up and they talked. Then Pansy or maybe some other girl was with us too, said something to the teacher and the teacher lady grinned and hugged her surprised that the girl was being so nice. I think the girl offered her some of her pizza. Then some other girl came up to us and asked us something. Roberto looked at me and said to her, we went to an awesome Hootie and the Blowfish party; right Trina? And I was like, ooh...yeah. It was...crazy. Then I woke up.

July 17/18, 2009








So for the past few weeks I've been in Flagstaff for the Curry Summer Music Camp at NAU. It was so fun. I made a few friends, Katherine, Dana, and Grace, but I found out they were all years younger than me. 13 and 14. Well now one's fifteen but w/e. They were all taller than me too. :( It was hard sometimes because they didn't know a lot of the things I was talking about, like Pet Semetary and Balto which got frusterating. Especially when they weren't excited about 4:05:06 7/8/09. They made fun of me which got annoying because all my friends and my friends' friends thought it was pretty cool. I just blame it on the younger generation. They're different than us. I mean, none of them have a myspace but two of them have a facebook. I remember when I was their age Myspace was the in thing. Heck, I had a myspace since the 6th grade. Maybe Facebook is the new Myspace. That sucks though because I hate facebook. It's so stupid. I prefer Twitter. lol. Anyway, so camp was fun. I learned a lot. I sound so much better now too! At least I did up there. I haven't played in a week. :( I met this guy who was in my music theory class and he goes to Cibola. Then I saw him at the HBP premire. craziness right there. haha.

And it's rather stupid. Very OOC which I don't really like. And it just screams anime freak. Which I don't like either. So now I need to read a better dm/hg story to make up for this crappy one. blah.

Found some of my Phantom Planet cds. Going to put them on my ipod. Went to Round Table to help raise money so some kids at my church can go to High Things. I would go but I have music camp. Then I went to Hastings and bought The Eminem Show. My old copy is all scratched and has black stuff on it. I just love Eminem.

So when I first got into reading Harry Potter fanfiction all those years ago, my favorite ship was Hermione/Draco. Now I really only read Severus/Hermione. I was just looking through my emails and I got an alert from an updated story called Broken. I thought it was a SS/HG because I could have sworn there was a story with that title. But I looked at it's a Hermione/Draco. I want to read it but I'm kind of unsure. I'm apprehensive about reading a story with a ship that I no longer read. What if I don't like it? Or what if I start liking it again but more than a Severus and Hermione? gah. This is stupid. I'm going to read it.

I had a dream where I was at the first day of second semester of sophomore year and I didn't know where to go(that happened in a previous dream too) so I went to Mr. Mork's class(I had gone to dance in the other one) and he told me. Then it was another school year and I didn't know where to go so I went to Mr. Mork's again. He showed me my grad from last year and told me I got a D but I could take remedial English this year. I told him No. I called Radon after that. I don't know if I was still in the classroom or not. And I asked her what class she was in. She said math. I think she said she was taking remedial math or something. So I told her how Mr. Mork had the nerve to tell me to make English II over again.

Later, I was hanging out with the Jonas Brothers. We were driving around(in a black vehicle) and getting famous peoples autographs. The last guy was some brother of someone I already met I think. Maybe Thomas Dutton's brother? I forgot his name though.(later in the dream I was telling Angela about it and I forgot his name as well! and I had left my camera in the car so it didn't help) So we get his autograph and some pictures with him and leave.

I started texting on my phone and I was going to tweet "Joe Jonas likes me. He really likes me." to brendonuriesays. Then I was like, oh no. I'm not doing that. What if he sees it? I don't know if I was talking abut Brendon or Joe seeing the tweet.  
Now I don't know if I was with them anymore. I might have been back in my car with my mom driving maybe. We were going to a TMO show that I had to play at. It was like the band had to play with TMO. While we were on some street, I see Ernie walking. Then I look back and it's Ernie and Colton. Now that I think of it, I might have been with the Jonas Brothers still. I'm not sure. So I'm like, 'Mmm Ernie' quietly. haha. Oh! Also while we're driving, We see this kid on a bike on the top of a really long ladder and the ladder falls and the kids balancing on it and when the ladder falls to the ground, he doesn't even get hurt. So everyone in the car is like, Oh dang! and saying how awesome that was. lol. So I must have been still with the Jonas Brothers.

So we get to the venue and I was thinking I should text Radon to tell her I'm going to be playing with TMO. But then I decide not to. While I was walking through some houses that were painted weird, I see Mrs. Wright and she says, "You know why I can't sell this house?" and I say, "what, this red one?" "Yes. It's because of the purple." (actually I think she said it was because of the girl who was standing under the purple door frame. But I'm not sure).

I had almost an hour to spare before we started so I started walking down to the nearest gas station to get something to drink. Angela text me and says something and I say something and suddenly she's walking with me. So we get there and we see Radon and I think Alberto. So we're looking around for something to drink and I couldn't make up my mind. I started with a diet coke can. Then I got an orange soda bottle, but I said it was open so I went back and grabbed another but it turned into an orange fountain drink  and I went to drink it and the straw was already bitten. I didn't want to go back so I just turned the straw upside down. lol. So we're standing in line and I see that Angela got a pack of gum and Radon got...a picture frame. And I could have sworn she already had it but I didn't say anything. So Angela goes to check out but the old man working had to take a window order. Then somehow Angela was behind the counter and Radon and I were like, "How did you do that?" So then Radon climbs over the counter. I told them I didn't think they were suppose to be behind there. The old man doesn't seem to mind though. Then a lady in a red vest who worked where looked at them sourly and slowly walked behind the counter and into the workroom. Angela and Radon go back to where I'm standing and the guy rings up my carmex and soda. But he rings it up along with Radons so it came out to 14 dollars and he started telling her how she saved because her previous purchases added along with this saved her money or something. It was weird. So I tell him the carmex and soda are separate from hers. He rings them up again and the manager comes walking in. He goes to the workroom then behind the counter and looks down at something. He get's real mad and yells at the old man how they're missing a billion dollars! The old man doesn't know anything about that so the manager gets mad and pulls out some bubble wrap and slams small pieces on the counter. Then he tells us that everything in the store is going to cost a hundred dollars. I look at him and say, "Excuse me?" but he just looks like me. So the old man started wrapping my carmex in the bubble wrap and I look at my phone. The time was six twenty five so we had time but I still had to go to the car and get my saxophone and I didn't know how long I should warm up. So I was getting annoyed because the old man wasn't ringing up the stuff and the manager hadn't come back yet. Then I woke up. Oh, While the manager was telling the man how they were missing a billion dollars, I was thinking, if he's been okay with letting people behind the counter, some hoodlum guys probably heard and stole the money.

So yeah.






Haven't updated in four days. Friday I went to the movies with a bunch of friends. We saw The Hangover. It was so funny! Really dirty though. haha. Main St. doesn't card so it was pretty cool. After the movie, we were walking out and we saw Roberto, Michael, and Kenneth. So we started talking. Then I, Bryan, Radon, Angela, Carlos, Pzee and Bear went to Bryan and Carlos's house to play Nightmare. Bryan gets freaked out so easy! It's so funny. Then Bear and Angela left and we started watched Little Miss Sunshine. Everyone in the room was texting, mostly to each other. haha. After the movie ended, their sister brought out little tacos, chips, and hot cheetos, salsa, and nacho cheese. It was really random because it was like 12 o'clock at night. So we stood around a little table and ate and drink apple juice. lol. Radon spent the night at my house and in the morning I didn't wake up til noon! Which was really late for me. So we took Radon home and went to Goodwill to buy a bathrobe for me when I go to NAU. We ended up buying a bunch of vhs movies, Camp Rock plates,  some cds, and a fruit juicer too. lol.

I was going to go to a show at Modern Cultures Saturday, but Radon wasn't able to go, so Amanda and I went to see Year One which was really stupid. But I'm not going to get into that.

Sunday I went to church, which was really short 'cause pastor wasn't there. Then my mom and I made sushi for the first time and played Scene It TV Edition which I got at Goodwill Saturday. She beat me so we played the original Scene It. But we got bored and stopped. She beat me on that too. gah. The rest of the day was uneventful. I watched House for the first time and the new episode of Z Rock which was funny. The guys played with 'mini kiss' lol.

Today the new season of The Secret Life Of The American Teenager starts. Pretty excited.

It all started in a parking lot. There were a bunch of people and I think Radon and some other people I know were there. So we're all just waiting to get inside because there's this concert that's going to take place with three bands. The Jonas Brothers, Floral Terrace, and I don't know the other. I want to say it's Forgive Durden but I'm not sure. Suddenly everyone's freaking out and the Jonas Brothers are running by to get inside the venue because they were late. Kevin runs by and brushes my shoulder and looks back at me in acknowledgment. The one where one would smile and have this look that says, ah! I hit you. sorry! I was so happy right then. lol. They were going to play at stage B. I remember that.

Then the dream changes scenes and I was now in a large area with a lot of different tables with stuff. In one corner, Floral Terrace was playing. I saw my grandma and my mom and my mom told me some famous lady, I forgot her name was hiding behind the fresh fruit stand.

The scene later changed and I was in a class with Radon. The teach told us where to sit and I was a few seats away from Radon. She signaled over to me and pointed at her desk. I looked at mine because we were in the same horizonal row and I see a B. I look and her and I'm like whaaat? Then I remember and smile. ah. The stage letter the Jonas Brothers had played at.

There was this other scene and I and someone else were scubadiving in a water park's fish area. The person I was with was telling me that if we swim low enough we can find the train tracks that people ride on to see the sea animals up close. We found and went back up. There were a few workers chilling and the girl I was with new one of them. They were in drama together. They talk and stuff. Then the scene kind of changes and we're behind a stage where some kind of show is taking place. This part is kind of blurry. But I know I go on stage and something happens and I go hid. I find Anthony sitting there too. I text my mom and tell her the theatre is haunted and she tells me not to say that or something bad is going to happen. Then somehow Anthony and I are poofed somewhere else and we're in Roman clothing. But I'm a Roman guy and he's a girl. I'm thinking that when we got Poofed Anthony switched to Amanda and Amanda changed to a Roman girl but I don't know. I'm not sure what happened next...I woke up soon after.

It was at this new venue called Modern Cultures. Really small and last time I went I didn't like it. But tonight was amazing! The first band was eh. The second act was a guy on an acoustic guitar. He was pretty good. I'm a sucker for acoustic music though. Then Honor Bright played. The were everywhere! There was guitar swinging and mic swinging and jumping and head banging. It was intense. One of the guitarists ran around the crowd while playing and was always right in front of the crowd. The lead singer, Liam was a cross between Ben from You Me and Everyone We Know and Adam Lazzar or however his last name goes from Taking Back Sunday. And I loooooooooove Ben so this guy was uh-may-zing. He could get right up in your face and sing and once he was getting the crowd to clap and this girl in the back did so he raaan to the back and got her to clap. :D We talked to them before and after the show. They were so awesome. We also got their autographs and a picture. I was on their myspaces and they're like all Vegan. I would have never guessed. I hope they play here again. They really seemed to like it here! :)

For some reason though while I was listening to them I had this urge to listen to ym+ewk. So I'm listening to them while thinking about Honor Bright. haha.

Haven't been on in a while. Don't know why. Well, not much happened. Mostly just chilling around the house being bored. I had some epic dreams though. Here's one from a few nights ago.

It starts out I'm at someone's house. I forget who. And I'm playing a game on the computer kind of like Bubble Town. Radon's there I think too and other people.

Then I'm at my grandma's house. In one part I'm watching the sky and a helicopter flies by with my uncle and some relative. The relative then falls out of the helicopter when the door sprung open and he spirals to the ground. He died. I asked who he was and my aunt said he was my grandpa. There was a little wake type thing on my grandma's porch. My aunt gave me some pictures and they were of him as a miner. Then my mom comes to pick me up and my aunt gives her a bottle of vodka because I guess I had paid for it for the party so I got to keep it. And I was hoping that my mom would keep it so I could drink it when I'm home alone. She also gave her a card. It was a birthday card from someone to me because my birthday was coming up. I got fifteen dollars in fives. I showed my mom the pictures of "grandpa" and told her what had happened today because she wasn't there. Then we started talking about how nice grandma's place was looking compared to the house next door.(The little house maybe? but it was on the opposite side)

In another scene There were a bunch of people. Albus Dumbledore I think was leading us. and I was towards the end but I was a man. I was my grandpa. We were trying to escape a cemetery. Someone sets it on fire and at first it doesn't work, but the second time a flame bursts out and tries to kill us. It's chasing us and we're trying to run out the gates. The woman in front of me yells for me to get in the middle but I'm too slow and the flame engulfs me. I struggle as I watch the others escape to freedom. Then I die.

In another scene it's normal me and I'm at summer school at Woodard. But I'm still in high school and everyone from all the other high schools, mostly those who went to woodard, were there too. I was really close friends with Draco Malfoy! He acted like Tom Felton and looked a little like Tom but he was Draco. He was wearing jeans and this really tight cute yellow shirt. I think he was muggle too.  So we were there trying to find out where we get our schedules. We find out Jessica Scott and her little sister is handing then out to everyone. So we go to the office so Draco and talk to a lady about a schedule change. I'm waiting and I see Jessica and her sister but her sister is a lot less butch. Draco get's his schedule changed and we leave. The next parts a little fuzzy. I think the office was on a ship. We got off and I don't know what we were on, boat, land, water, I don't know, but the ship is full of people and their trying to tip the boat to hit us.

I think that's all. Oh Draco Malfoy. If only that part of my dream were true.



Then here's one from last night. It was a wonderful dream. :)

It all started while i was at the mall with radon and my mom. I think radon was there...Anyways, we went to this antique type trading store. It was so huge! Filled with rows and rows of vhs movies and other amazing goods. There was this man working. I kept asking him what this and that cost. I ended p buying a movie the first time i was there. I went in the store  which was called 'lilbooks i think a few more times but I think this was when he went on tour so it wasn't he same big building. I asked what this and that were priced at again. Then I see this thing. I don't know what it is. I can't remember. But it's amazing. So I grab it and I see this little silver game piece type object. It's a pair of unlaced high top converse. So I grabbed that to and went to the guy. He told me the first item was fifteen dollars and the other item was sixty dollars I think? Then I told him how that was a lot of money and he said he would sell it to me with the other item for forty five dollars, then he raised it to fifty five. I told him that was still lot and my mom wouldn't want me spending so much. So I just got the first item. Then I left I think and the next scene was me and radon walking around the mall. We looked through 'lilbooks and it was all dark. The next scene we were inside the store and the tour was back home. There must have been a time lapse. So we go in and I'm looking around. There was this one part where I went to try on some pants and I left mine on the rack and it was next to a pair that looked exactly like mine with the same belt too! then someone put a little green price tag all over it. Like those tags at goodwill. So I had to talk them off and explain that they were my pants. haha. Then I'm at the end of a clothes line and I see the beautiful man I always asked the prices to. We walk towards either other and he says, oh we have to make this dramatic! So we go backwards a bit and start to slow motion run towards each other. then we just stop and fumble ourselves into a hug. It was one of those hugs you give a loved one after an extremely long absence, minus the arm fumbling. It was a short hug even though I wanted to draw it out and we parted. As we were walking in opposite directions he said something about, oh it's going to be one of those long hugging relationships. Or something about blah to long hugs. Then he said, well I guess one long hug is okay since I've been gone for so long. And he wants to go back to hug and I say, oh too bad! shouldn't have walked away when we were hugging! ;)

Then we're back at the clothes rack where we had hugged and he gave me this cd booklet. I don't know what band. But I open it and there's a bunch of little things I had written or doodled. Nothing important. Then I turn a page and he had written, Will you marry me? and at first I was confused. I didn't know if he meant it or what so I spent a minute or two just slowly looking through all the pages for any other things he wrote. Then he stopped me and said, Will you? and I said Yes!

The next scene is at someone's wedding. Not mine though. It was a really nice set up so I started taking pictures of it so I could have it for my own wedding that I was planning. I remember that on the far left side was guest chairs, then the aisle. Then music stands and the other guest chairs. I don't think I wanted the right side chairs where they were though. lol.

Then the dream changed.

So I worked out today. Did a Taebo workout and a cardio workout. It was fun. I also practiced my sax. Only 22 more days 'til I go to Flagstaff and 23 more days 'til I start music camp at NAU. I'm pretty excited but also nervous. I don't know what to expect. Hopefully I'll meet amazing people.

My plans for tomorrow are to: * Do an intense saxophone practice.
                                                     * Workout.
                                                     * Start clearing out my room. It's so messy. lol.
                                                     * Go to a graduation with Radon.
                                                     * Maybe go to a dinner afterwards.

This evening I and my friend Radon went to a show. It was suppose to be an all ska show, but the first two bands didn't sound too ska. It was a really small venue and it was really loud inside. You couldn't really hear good but outside you could hear fine. So it kind of sucked. The Mexican Ostrich(TMO) was the best part. They hadn't really played a hometown show in a year(June 2 of last year I think) and tonight's show was pretty rough but it was still fun. They had a singing crawdad as their mascot. He sang Hot Hot Hot and looked stoned. lol. I didn't feel like skanking, which was pretty sad but a group of people who were skanking skanked in a circle around me during Juanito. I was so confused. It was fun. lol.

There was a guy working at the circle k down the street and he was funny. He laughed at us when we bought surprise bags(those little yellow kids bags from the 90's with cheap candy and toys). He was kind of cute too. Looked kind of like Fyedka(I think) from Fiddler on the Roof.

Currently watching Golden Girls. It's such a funny show. I love those old ladies. :)
  

I have been awake since 8 o clock yesterday morning. Why? Because at 3:15am I decided to watch Charade starring Cary Grant and Audrey Hepburn. It was simply amazing. Totally suspenseful. Now I'm kind of watching a movie with a super young, super cute 80's Matthew Broderick. :)

Today I plan on practicing my audition music and scales for a music camp I'm going to go to in a few weeks.
Maybe I'll sleep a bit too. haha.